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About Terry McCall

I'm currently working on everything. INcluding this blog. For the past few hours, I've been keeping some of my typos. In what I write that is.

Never End, Never End, Never End – Silent Hill OSV

Last: Red Hot Chili Peppers – Foxy Lady
Now: Les Claypool – Dogs
Next: Midnite – Time and Time Again
(damn, thats 2 covers in a row!)
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Hey what I think this is the 2nd day in a row? Or if not, then sooner than usual of late…

Anyway, you guys are cool. Sorry I can’t thank in “IM” person, but I’m still not prepared for the timewaster that is AIM. Thanks James & Glen.

So anyway, I think the reason why I’m posting today is that i’m procrastinating once more. Yup. I gotta finish one short paper, then do the reading and writing for another shorty. Catch is that I gotta wake up @ 8. For those of you not in the know, I am definately not a morning person. Ah well…

.:. Website .:.
Oh yeah I just realized that no one got to see my “real” website for the short amount of time it was up. I was actually pretty proud of it. Simple and template based, but its better than this amatuer combination of bad html (and it didn’t show up differently in every single browser/platform). I’ll probably get around to setting up another one after finals (2 weeks!). For those of you already out of school… fuck you! haha

.:. Remember the Mr. T Dwarf? .:.
I also wanted to say sorry to Bryan Tracy cuz I got his DC stolen (well… stolen from me who practically stole it from you/him). I know he’ll never read this, but its been on my conscience for a long time. Everytime I went home, I wanted to buy you a new one, or at least give you the $$$ for it so you can buy something useful. But I could never find a DC anywhere, and I could never come up with the guts to confront the posse. Always fraid of rejection and all, as the previous posts allude to.
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Well, I should really get to this HW shit I gotta do. I REALLY gotta stop fucking myself over by trying to pull all-nighters w/o neccessity. I always stay up until like 30-2 hours before I hafta leave for school, but then end up laying down “jes fer a lil bi—ZZZZZZZZZZZZ”. It is SOOOOOO annoying to fall asleep right before class, only to wake up 10 minutes before it ends (and this happens everytime I do the oversleep thing!). So yeah.

UCSD is not a real college campus.

Gorillaz – 911
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NOTE: this is a super rant. I just typed what came to mind, no editing. Don’t worry, it doesn’tmake sense so you’re ok.

Hehe!

Sorry for the last post, I was feeling way too desparate and isolated at the moment.

I got a couple a ppl pissed for that one haha.

ANYway,

I’m busy as always. That’s what I always say when ppl say “how are you doing?”. I also like to say I’m xxx, just like everyone else”. Cuz I know that I’m not alone in all the shit that I feel. That alone is a comforting fact for those in dire situations, so it feels good to say.

Anyway,

its the end of the quarter. 9th week is coming up. I have hella papers and all that shit due on Monday/Tuesday/Wednesday/Friday/etc. Write now what’s stressin me is this Music 15 paper imma hafta write tommorow. I am NOT looking foward to it.

Sungod
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It was tight, but I got too faded too early. Factors: 6 hours of sleep for 3 days + 7 shots in 30 minutes + 2 maybe 3 meals for 3 days = fucked up before busta. I barely got to see clipse. It was funny, cuz I was sittin on a table all fucked up in/out of conscienceness, mumbling clipse lyrics to myself to keep awake. Fucking used up so much concentration power to stay awake during their set. I was rewarded with the church bells of “Virginia” live. I was happy that I saw clipse, so afterwards I stumbled to the portapottys with the help of Adry and did what I had to do. I then stumbled over to Chaka’s (thank you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!) and passed the fuck out there. I felt fine by late night, but by then everyone else was passedout/drunk. Ah well.

Earlier that day, I had my one on one interview for the Academic Transition Program Counselor position, aka Summer Bridge ATC. Went like all my other interviews with Auggy & Libs… easy, chillax mode. Then again this morning (hahaha) afternoon I had a group interview with all sb02 ppl (cept Jorge Ramirez, a 3rd year). It made you think. Then I had the ATP 03 Pot luck over at augustine’s house. Good times, sad times. Liberty is my hero and will be super successful no matter where she is. She has an aura of pride, power, strength, sublety, understanding, experience, wisdom, etc. etc. A strong pinay with flowing black hair, Liberty affects the lives of countless people, giving them insight, stability, and self-awareness. She’s hella top-tier ppl.

Well, the only reason I blogged is cuz I saw that Andy Kaufman is blogging now. You know, the dead comedian that Jim Carrey played as? Yeah, well apparently his death was just a prank. Duh! Just google that shit cuz I’m too lazy to post the link. Oh and the other reason is that I’ve been wanting to for hella long but I never have the time. Now that I’m procrastinating at the last minute though, EVERYTHING ELSE IS OF SUPER HIGH PRIORITY. You college kids know how it is.

Well, imma go again, sorry for the inconherence. This post is mostly for an internal audience, not for you lovely people who follow the link on my sub-profile.

Oh yeah, I’m still looking for friends… I hafta reunite with my fellow bridgers for reals though.

Oh. Now that practicum is gonna end, I hafta talk to a few people. I’ll just list them here, because I do.

Kaia
Mel
David
Moe
Arianna

I know none of these people probly gonna see here, so hahaha oh well. I just need to talk to those people because they are similar or important to me. Not to say that any of you other peeps aren’t either, but that’s just who I made a mental note of specific things that were brought up during practicum that blah blah blah blah blah I’m hella ranting and not making any sense. I guess that’s what happens when you don’t blog enough, but have way too much to blog about. blah blah blah sorry

Oh btw, that dude who got his head chopped off? that’s fake. its not real. the us is fucking playing games tryin to trick ppls. Only this time they got caught. Pretty sloppy job if you ask me… there are lists of things that are wrong with the video of the beheading. its a long and very peculiar list. if this video isn’t a fake, then well, i guess the editor sucks (hahaha).

OH OH OH HOUSING: I’M LOOKING. WHAT’S THE DEAL WITH ALL YALL? WANNA SUPER COOL AND CONFUSING ROOMMATE WHO DOESN’T SMOKE CIGS?

i’m out forreals

Man… I was so emo back then!

So yeah.
I feel like I have no friends so if you consider yourself to be one of my true friends, please give me a call (619.307.3972) and say some nice things to me. I am in dire need of hearing nice things from true friends.

Thanks.

Oh yeah, I’m also in search of a best friend so if anyone is interested, hit me up and i’ll set up an interview for the job.

The Flow of Life

The Flow of Life
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FF VII Original Sound Version · Interrupted By Fireworks
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So now (as of 4-23) I am an official owner of a 15″ PowerBook G4. While not as nice as my last computer, the door to the portable world has been opened and I now deal with all the stuff that laptop users deal with. The bag I got for this (backpack from the Apple store) is decent, but fucking bland and square looking. I kinda wanna return it, but despite its looks, its actually quite functional. Imma check out the bags my roommates got for their laptops (and some @ stores) to see if I find anything that tickles my fancy.
Its kinda cool, cuz I can use my computer in my bed w/o feeling like a fucking slob/loser (previously, I had strapped my lcd screen to my chair, and laid down with keyboard and mouse right next to me. It was kinda uncomfortable for extended periods of time though). Also, having wireless internet is really keen, though i’m still teathered by the power cable (the blood to my powerbook flesh).
Suffice to say, I’ll be around more often, and will start working on another ‘real’ site soon (as i get a fucking mouse. this trackpad shit is stupid).
One thing I don’t like about this is that it gets dirty fast. I’m a palm sweater, so after like a minute of use, I will have accumulated some grime on the thing (especially the wrist rest area). Its more annoying than anything else, me wanting to keep my new toy as clean as possible for as long as i can. But its nothing a wet towel/paper thingy can’t clean right up.
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I also have an iSight webcam (and .Mac membership) still wrapped up nicely somewhere; I’ll have to get to that tommorow. Today was dedicated to Airports and HP Printers (which I might add is the most high-end printer my family has owned). The old Epson SC 740 is going back home for the fam. That was a trustworthy printer (unlike the previous SC II pos we had that doesn’t ever remember its connected to the PRINTER port and NOT the modem port, or that you should be able to put more than 5 pieces of paper in it w/o jamming). It did its job, nothing more. Though it did suck that it didn’t have Classic support (the new one supposedly does, but it isn’t working right now… i think? Printer drivers is a messy and ambiguous business in MacOS X [cept for gimp!]), it did everything else just like it was supposed to (a shocker in the computer world).
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While deciding on what pbook to buy, I was stuck on the 17″ for awhile (since insurance is SUPPOSED to cover this purchase [and it better or i shouldn’t have maxxxxed out every feature/add-on]) but decided against it after reading (on TidBITS?) that it could NOT be used in an economy seat on a plane (but ok for economy +). After looking and considering how fucking huge those things are (and how heavy they are), I figured that I’d be way too much trouble to use one in the crowded seats in Warren Lecture Hall or something. So 15″ it was (I did consider for a bit the 12″ for portability reasons, but figured screen real estate was more important).
This book couldn’t have come at a better time either. I have my Music 15 midterm (Globalization, Reggae and Bob Marley) on monday and I needed to do some real>mp3 ripping to study for it. That being said, these 2 things have pretty much taken up my whole weekend. I’ve been setting up the comp, ripping and burning the music and typing and reading and listening to stuff for music.
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TomorrowToday there is going to be a little reggae thingy going down in Balboa Park as part of the Earth Day celebration. From what I hear about it, its pretty much a dilluted version of 420. So I guess if someone asks me if I’ve ever smoked ganja before, I could say that it was for a class assignment. Anyway, the reggae part is gonna be in the WorldBeat Center (where that is) so be there. I know I will, along with 98% of the Music 15 class, as its the only 18+ concert there is for the report required for the class. Which brings me finally to the class itself.
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Doesn’t “Globalization, Reggae & Bob Marley” sound like it would be the chillest class EVER? Well it isn’t. There are a couple of reasons for this. One of them has to do with the 1st word of the class, Globalization. Now, coming right from an Ethnics Studies class on immigration last quarter (1B), the concept of globalization is still quite fresh on my mind. But since we’re talking about a cultural form here (music), other terms such as popular culture and… well, popular culture is enough.
If you seriously don’t believe me and think that I’m lying about this class cuz I’ve been slacking off, blah blah, check on some readings by Stuart Hall. In particular, “What is this ‘black’ in black popular culture”. Now all of the readings (there’s also a biography on Marley that’s required, but that’s actually interesting) for this class are AT LEAST 10 reader pages (our longest one so far was 27 double pages or something). This article being only 6, I thought it’d be easy-mode. NOPE. I read and re-read this thing 5 times, and I still don’t know what the fuck this guy’s trying to say. I think he talks about black ppl like twice in the whole article. The rest has to do with popular culture and post modernism (which is week 5’s focus apparently, and is something that I don’t understand at all), but is expressed in words that are too big (or made up). On friday I asked the TA what the fuck it all meant. Basically, he said that all it says is that the definitions and context of cultures is always changing. So to say ‘black’ popular culture now is different than saying black pop culture 10 years ago, or in the UK, or something inherently obvious like that.
This article is supposed to be one of the “IMPORTANT ONES” for the test. So important that my TA (an Ivy league graduate) said “I just read what was underlined, that’s all that’s important.” I think there’s about 10 sentences underlined. One of them is as follows:

“Selective appropriation, incorporation and rearticulation of European ideologies, cultures and institutions alongside an African heritage–this is Cornel West again– led to linguistic innovations in rhetorical stylization of the body, forms of occupying an alian social space, heightened expressions, hairstyles, ways of walking, standing and talking and a means of constituting and sustaining camaraderie and community”

BTW, that means: “Europe culture + African culture = something different”. I woulda given a better example of the wordiness of this guy, but that woulda required looking through this BS again. fuck that, as nobody’s gonna read this anyway (and those that do’ll probably skip this [and if you didn’t, i’m sorry you did read]). Also, the class is from 6-9 PM on Mondays. Fucking long and boring.

At least its not opera though.
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Reggae Concerts

NOTE: These 2 posts were just so I would know what my HW was…

Music 14

Concerts

Tuesday April 20
4th Annual Reggae Splash: Tribute to Brian Lockhart
Various local groups including: Wadi Gad and Jah Bandis, Kush and Jah Blood Fyah Angels, Tribe of Judah,Stranger, Psydecar, Bredren, Ishmael and the Peacemakers, and others.
1047 7th Avenue – Antonio’s Restaruant & Showcase
Info 619-230-1107

http://www.reggaemakossa.com/events.html

Sunday April 25
Earth Day
Balboa Park – performances throughout the park
At WorldBeat Cultural Center (11am-5pm): Stranger, Kush and Jah Blood Fiyah Angels and others (http://worldbeatcenter.org/)
At the Organ Pavilion: Elijah Emanuel (at 3pm) and others
ALL AGES