Instead of working on the part that needs it the most (design), I’ve been doing my iCam hw in the form of installing plug-ins and bringing in some more of the old blogger archive (only 2 years behind now!) Oh, and thanks to a tip from an unknown friend, I’ve made my site secure from malicious delteetion via phpmyadmin. Man… what a bigass loophole!
This guy gets even more cool points cuz he shares our favorite band frontman’s name!
So earlier today, I told Adry that I was tired of everything. Annoyed by everything. Basically, I was not really happy with my life. Why? A lotta things. Her response to this: “You need a vacation.” How ridiculously true.
Bridge is quite fun, and the jobs cakesauce, but by the end of the day, I’m drained. I love it though. The program itself is just a really, really good, happy, fun thing. It really is a family. And seeing all the new kids come on up is really something. Loads of memories and stuff, new and old. Blah blah blah.
I love my girlfriend. She’s everything I need right now, and supports me when I need it the most. It’s hard not being able to see her all the time with work and all, but we get through it, and those moments are blissful, relaxing, soothing, stress-relieving. But girls are evil. Either they do the above to you and cause you torment, or they play mind games, or they tempt you, or you don’t have one. And you can’t live without em. Sigh. Nevertheless though, “Constant over stimulation numbs me and I wouldn’t have it any other way” Or something.
My Dad’s been in the hospital recently. Heart failure and the works, twice around. It really bums me out. He’s doing much better now though supposedly, doctor said so. But shit like that really makes me think about how little time I have left with him. He’s been trying to help me get a G5, but the constant nagging, calling, “did you do this?” “what about this?” “how’s your car?” “blah blah blah”, annoys me like no other. So whenever I get tired of it, I go “yeah, uhuh, ok, yeah” etc. and try to rush things along asap. Afterwards tho, I feel hella guilty. “I shouldn’t be mad, he’s only trying to help!” Yeah. That feeling sucks. I don’t wanna deal with it.
My car’s still got that light on. I just took it in today. Supposedly, its the fuel injektor that’s fucked up this time. WTF I hate that pos car and want a japanese one. Thanks to my dad’s newly found super veteren status or something, my tuition’s free so a new car is a possibility? Took 4 or 5 years to get here but finally here it is. Free-ride city. Yay about that huh?
So yeah I missed EVO. AGAIN. Fuck. I really wanted to go, but I fucking procrastinated on everything and got caught up. Fucking Bridge. But yeah, between my dad getting sick, work, my fucked up car, adry, etc. I couldn’t go. I regret it. But there’s nothing I could do I guess. But yeah check SRK if you care. And if you find any vids posted, hit me up. I already saw Justin Wong get his ass kicked by Soo tho. I love the West Coast!
Speaking of which, I’ve been thinking about living in NYC for awhile now. Between always wanting to kinda, Barbara’s (friend) fucking ridiculous love for the city, moovs, chance for something new, Jay-Z, etc., I’ve almost made it a life goal to live there for a bit.
I miss Japan, my brothers, my childhood, my old friendships, my new friends and probly some other stuff too.
Oh yeah, I gotta do traffic school too. Almost forgot about that, I should finish it up soon…
My mind is too full of shit right now. I have this nasty habit that I’ve had for a real long time to procrastinate and then forget shit. I’ve been trying to fix this, but its a slow process. I’m really high-strung right now; I need to get my shit together forreals. And I still gotta start working out. So much for summer of fitness…
I can’t wait for my vacation.
So this post is really random. I not really in the mindset to speak my mind and life but ya know, I’m bored.
I should update this more often because the more I update, the more ppl’ll actually read this, and the more incentive it’ll give me to update.
I guess its nature to want to have ppl read what you write, to feel like your everyday life has some meaning behind it. That’s why blogger and the like is so popular. “Reality Reading” I guess.
Anyway, when it comes to music, I’ve been hooked on ‘kast (Aquemini mainly) and Jay-Z (Blueprint). Outkast is just fucking tight. I just rediscovered that lp and been blastin it for like 3 weeks now. Return of the G, Skew It On The Bar-B I should just list the songs I’m NOT fond of: Mamacita (the chorus is too annoying as fuck), yeah that’s about it. If you wanna check it, get The Art of Storytellin’ (1 or 2), or SpottieOttieDopaliscious.
Jay-Z. I never really heard him and I was all prejudice against him cuz of Nas and shit (& the shit that I did hear wasn’t that good). But on the way up to the retreat (more bout that lates), Arash was bumpin’ em and I was took in. If you wanna check it, get: The Ruler’s Back, Takeover, U Don’t Know or Heart of the City (or Song Cry if you want slow shit). But yeah. Takeover aka the Nas diss… DAYAMN that was good. Ether was better but yeah I felt that.
So what have I been up to these past 2 weeks? More of the same. Work, chill, sleep. But since bridge is comin up (THIS WEEKEND WTF) work’s been busy. Last Weds, we kicked it all off with CPR and 1st Aid training. So yeah, if you’re ever chokin around me or something, I know what to do. Laugh like crazy The next day we (office staff and ATCs) went to Julian (nice mountainous naturey area) for a retreat full of big ass houses, pies, bonding (like a bigass suitemeeting), and non-sleeping. The place we stayed at was basically a fucking huge ass lodge/house kinda thing (held us 29 ppls comfortably) with turkies in the back. It was real tight, cuz its like I gained 20 some good friends overnight. After that, its just been preparing for bridge. OASIS is all busy with us, MSTP, SMP, CI and everyone else up there training, preparing, chillin, etc.
When it comes to chillin’, I’ve been doing more of the same. Been spendin time with J, Ed, Ashley just chillin at home; every once in awhile, Derrick, DJ (Ashley’s bro) or Juan’ll come up and we’ll all chill. One time, Derrick, his cuz, Ryan & Larry came and we had a nice lil’ time (see previous post). Too bad I passed out kinda early tho haha!
I’ve also been tryin to chill with Adry here and there; everytime we do we have a GREAT time. I guess abscence does make the heart grow fonder… even still, it sucks that we can’t even spend a single, full day together. Fuck all that curfew shit. Its like she’s in lockdown or something…
Oh yeah, I’m almost finished with my room now. Well, not really, but at least I got a desk and my comp set up. I got most of my shit moved in and situated now, but I still need to get some drawers and a couch. And no, my room is NOT big enough to hold a couch comfortably, but nevertheless I’m still getting one. I’m still not really happy with it, but oh well I can deal.
So yeah that’s about it. I should update more often, but I don’t cuz like my room, I’m not really comfortable with this site yet. Oh well. Imma get a new comp (Powermac G5!!!) and I’ll start fixin this shit up… like I keep on saying.
If any of you all read this, hit me up sometime, I like fraternizing with my friends. Lates.
fuck the past. here’s the rest of the shit, only if its important.
AJ’s fone is broke, it hella started smoking so I heard. Call her up and listen to the Voice Message thing.
Kaia was playing Jenga by herself. The thing fell. John said, “haha you’re playing w/ yourself and lost! hahaha”
Ed & Justin went to their CAT class and actually stayed up for the whole thing a few weeks ago. A few days later I did that too.
PIW got hella drunk and was throwin up ALL the fuck over. We all tried to get him to run around naked outside too, but he didn’t =(
I stole his wallet, but nothing cool was in it (NOT THAT I’D TAKE ANYTHING OF COURSE!)
One day, Justin busted in on me n Adry all making out in the room. Haha good times…
CDNow: 50 Cent’s (Forgot what its called)
* Broken Shower
So I’m in the shower doing my thing… I slip up and am about to fall right? So I try to balance myself on the wall… but lo and behold the wall doesn’t agree with this decision and decides to CAVE IN. So now… Marshall Uppers Apt. J-5 has a hole in the wall in the shower. Big ass hole too… bout 6-8 tiles.
AND YES IT IS BECAUSE I SLIPPED! haha
* Cat Section Crazy
So one day (I think 2 Thursdays ago…) Cat section isn’t at SSB (which is like a minute’s walk from here), but somewhere in 6th college (which is like 5 minutes drive from here). So me and Justin go roll up right, bout 10 minutes late. After like an Easter egg hunt tryin to find the place, we arrive. First thing we hear is the TA going, “You should put your listening ears on!” First thing we see is some crazy shit. Ppl cuttin paper and looking through pieces of plastic. They look through the plastic at some cup and try to analyze this. On the directions, there’s some shit like: “What does the cup look like? What is different?” (It looks like a cup and nothing is different…) But yeah. Since me and Justin are late, we don’t have time to cut out the paper to make the “viewing pane” or whatever that plastic thing was. The teachers just give us a pre-made one…
Just a reminder… what I’m talking about is CRAZY… but you probly had to be there…
Oh yeah… and J’s blazed as fuck so of course it’s weird to him.
ANYway, so we fly through all the things we’re supposed to do (like 5 of them), while everyone else is still on like the 1st one. WTF… its just looking at a cup through a piece of plastic, how stupid can you get? But yeah… it was just weird as fuck…
Oh. And at the end, I get my quiz back. Me and Justin both got: 3.8 out of 5 & 3/4. WTF kinda grade is THAT?
* Necklace/Poster/Skirt
Me and Adry went to the vendor fair @ library walk a few weeks ago. It was really nice and everything… lots of good stuff. Adry got me this tight ass necklace… its cool cuz whenever I’m not with her it reminds me of her…
But yeah. I also got a Radiohead OK Computer poster… good stuff. Adry also got some rings for herself (actually, she tried to get me one, but it wouldn’t fit!) And I also got her a real cool skirt-like drape thing whatever, and a Nightmare Before Christmas poster. Hopefully she likes em both!
* Essay Sucked
So yeah the Cat Essay SUCKED. Stayed up till 7 AM doing it… I had very hateful away messages and all that. Um… yeah it sucked. I don’t wanna think about it right now.
…Oh yeah. We turned it in during class, and later that day at section (which I didn’t go to but heard about it) they gave it right back to us and said to peer edit it (which I already did like 3 times). STUPID
* Adry likes CREED??? 3 DOORS DOWN???
Yeah. That pretty much explains it. How can you like that Krytonite song? WTF. Nickelback too probly. BLAH BLAH BLAH! fucking ey no sense of taste in music! hahaha
So yeah… this weekend was pretty FOGGY. Derrick and Manny came over and chilled. Hella fun! Hella food! Hella uncertainty! Hella tired! Hella fun!
Hella… hella! And wtf is Bookoo? Yoked? Wha…???
Oh yeah… earlier we also went with Kaia, AJ, Tomas, Jose, Tiff, Fernando, John, Angelica, etc. to some Drag Queen thing. Me n Adry saw only a lil’ bit though… although there was this one completely naked guy in the theater lounge… uh… yeah. Then we went to the ATM and lost Jose. Then we went to the moov’s but lost the bus so we didn’t go. Then we went to AJ’s and chilled for 10. Then we came here and me, Kaia, Tiff, Adry & Mel partook in some activities. Then Derrick and them came back.
Hella non-chronological order!
Haha hella fun!
And Adry… the love is always there, forever waiting.
…forever mushy!
OH YEAH.
Aren’t the pix and other stuff cool? It’s becoming more like a regular website… well not really but kinda. And use the damned board! Yeah you! Tuan goddamnit!